hey girls,

i havee not been on this xanga in a long time. and i am starting it back up again. i blew off anorexia totally the past few months since school started and it's been totally killing me. i can feel my self getting fatter by the second and it's digusting. but i'm finally ready and confident to get that body i had a few months ago back.i'm even afraid to get back on a scale because i know i gained a shit load of weight. so people who would like to support me and help me please leave me comments.

i have totally blew the first half of the day.

lets start fresh.

fasting until 4:00 p.m Thursday 2/23

wish me luck. i will post. don't worry

...stunning

....GORGEOUS

leave me comments.

thanks.

</3 Jess

Hey Girls,

wow it's been long...but not long enough.....ANA i keep pushing you away.....you need to help me find my self control.....food is killing me......so yeah i was watching true hollywood sotry the other day and it was on full house and it had interveiws with MKA....they are the most beautiful girls in the world....and i will be strong now..because i wantr to be gorgeous......ANA <3

comments would be amazing <33

i

love

my

ANA

girls

<33

</33 Jess

fucking beautiful <33

FAT AND WORTHLESS YUPP THAT'S ME

CAN YOU SAY GORGEOUS

comments would be lovley

ANA <33

<///3 JESSSS

EDIT 10/1/05

the biggest wake up call of my life....happened friday at school 3 teens died in a car accdident one of them being my friend Louis "Nico" Julia......Christopher Smith and Anthony Brandariz were also involved in the accident.....probably one of the saddst days at school....you guys will always be in our hearts

http://kyw.com/topstories/local_story_273155107.html

...Love you boys <33

i'm just another really really reallly fat girl........

...and they are just phenominal

comments would be lovley girls

<//3 Jess

fasting for the weekend

CURRENT WEIGHT

144

THINSPO

off to comment

more commens would be lovley

ANA <3

<//3 jESS